Wolfs Den

My only chance at a laptop, and I have to be at work in uh, 7 hours 45 minutes.

Life is slowly porgressing way too fast. Here it is, October. WTF happened to the first 9 months of this year? Geez! Last I updated on here, my mom had been in a car accident. She's doing much beter now, though she walks with a gimp. My Aunt and Uncle from Jersey bought the house next door, though they aren't officially moving in for a few years yet. My uncle from FL. who is currently living with us is driving me in… Continue

I need to stop being a slacker on here.

Life is going, uh, well, it's going. My mom was in a car accident a couple weeks ago, she's ok, broke her heel bone (yes, apparently it IS possible). The car, not so ok. totaled. The guy pulled out in front of her, she didn't have a chance to stop.

Assholes.

Life could be a lot worse right now. i had to cut some more ties recently. When someone who is supposed to be your friend tells you that, well, informing you of anything is just gossip, it's time to… Continue

You know, when it's slow at work, I'll flip through the magazines on the front coounter in hopes of something at least slightly amusing to occupy my time for a minute. I recall seeing an article, in all truth I think it was out of Cosmo, about girls killed by their exs. And they had this handy little checklist that if you answered mostly 'yes' you should probably be worried.
Now, while I was able to truthfully say yes to almost every question, I am not in any way shape or form paranoid, nor thin… Continue

it is once again two in the morning, and i am awake, as usual. Well no, I can't say as usual. For the three weeks I was doing the remodel I was on a normal sleep schedual. As in asleep by ten, up by 7, ya. but since that's over with and i've gone back to my normal work schedual, my sleeping habits are screwed once again.

Watching King Arthur right now. Saw Rocknrolla last weekend, wasn't impressed. Went to the buckcherry/a7x/shinedown/saving abel concert on saturday. It was tres amusing. There… Continue

there is a window
i've opened wide
and past these curtains
i crawl to hide
there is a doorway
to walk through alone
on the other side
a face i call home
there are these eyes
that stare back at me
there is a heart
that keeps my beat
i reach into darkness
with scared fingertips
and close my eyes
to feel his kiss
for in this time
i am safe from harm
with this protection
the warmth of his arms
but harmfull rays
pierce the black sky
chasing dreams
far and wide
i crawl through the window
back to that… Continue